JULY 2007

In July.....wow!! A bad month indeed.

Ok....let see....first was a big round of backstabbing and complain about my work....a bitch that taking over my area come back to office and told the business manager that my service to a lecturer in a private university was very bad till my name was blacklisted.....

I have no idea why but it seems that the lecturer claim that my service to him is bad because I do not deliver the good he ordered and I said “if you wanna cancel.....cancel la”.
A totally different of what I told the stupid lecturer. And the good was not supplied by the supplier....so I had to resort to give a temporary replacement and even allow him to cancel the order if he does not want it.....i’m like OH MY GOD......why the lecturer in that private university like this one….this is the second case I kena liao.

Then my sales coordinator claim my work is messy and I did not pass things to her well....okla..i admit la…my work can only be followed up by myself la....but I am also following up others mess as well....I already informed her where are my things is...and if you need to know anything..just sms me or email me. I even told her where are my things if she needs to use it....plus, I already did all the necessary things I should have done before I left. Just that a few recent requests during my trip.

So what can I say....backstabbing happens when you are not around to stop it. My boss told me to do my thing properly and avoid these things to happen again.....there I go spending the rest of the week....getting the bulk of work I got during the trip and some promised visit to the customers…

Then out of the sudden....the following week....a call from the boss asking me to go back office after meeting my customer....I normally will be heading home after meeting my customers....my boss is ok with it all these while....

But things have change....the vice president now is the kind that mind sales going home after meeting customer and need to go back office to show our faces even we are not back to do any work....which I hate by the way.

This Vice president.....commented that I am not getting my sales and not doing my work well....you see....from the backstabbing and insufficient of sales.....i am being the one she first tried to shoot using the new found power…so my boss was so stressed from her comment...till she scolded me and everyone else....for the first time....i never seen her so angry all these while.....so I just shut up and let her blow up.

After she blowed up.....i explain why I got all these comments....sigh.....after all the “Don’t worry we won’t let you die....there will be an incubation period” so where all these empty promises from the VP????...she told me all these when I accept the post transfer.....and now.....what do I get?? Comment that I am incapable of doing my work? Where is the FUCKING incubation period? 1 fucking month? 1 which I have like 2 weeks to see my customers....come on la....I only started to see come of the customer in mid June..... then I left for Ho Chi Minh for a week..came back I have tons of work and I am already meeting some customers. And BAM the second week........I got the comment!..
Dammit man...........

So after the comment, my boss advised me to be smart in planning my outing and try to go back office after going out. So there go my free and easy working hours. The remaining of the months...I planned my outing well...meeting my customers...getting quotation...just to shut the mouth of the VP..

But that did not end...my boss got so stressed out....till she dropped the marketing and joining me to service the industrial market...so that the figures given to her will be reached....to be frank...alone by myself..i do not think I can and so do my boss. It is obvious because most industrial market already had their blanket order early of the year and they are still on it till now...so...sigh...what can I say...try my best lo....

This has been a bad month man.....so stressed...till I gained weight because I am too stressed out and worried on my work till I did not monitor my eating....I kept eating and eating and more eating.....my mind was too distracted....I did not get enough sleeps.....resulting in more coffee..and craving for food I should have to avoid.....i end up eating the food to keep me happy.....now my weight shoots up...every one noticed it....and so do i...
AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have to go back and be myself now....I just do my best and if it is not enough...then by all means fire me la.....i do not mind..hahahah...coming from the generation that dares to disobey orders.....lets see how my august will be? Hopefully better I think.

JUNE 2007

Well…it's been a while since I've done any update…
So let’s see what happened…in June

1st....
Well the merging process…went on as scheduled….lots of HOO and HAH…lots of confusion….then came the seating shifting….move this move that..

2nd....
Next, the let go…. I have to let go all the account I have been working on for the past few months since I started….i barely left with nothing much but few customers that was passed on. I had to really contact all the customer….from previous handled ones…so I practically need to open the freaking industrial market back.

3rd...
With all the uncertainty, I began to worried…so I asked my boss for opinion…even she worried…she suggested we go see the VP…the first thing she said was…Don’t worry…we won’t let you die….oh! before I forget…we’re sending you to Vietnam for the XXX meeting on the 25-29 June….my response was…nothing but surprised…..

4th...
Then for the next a week and a half, life was really good…I do not have much to do…I practically go meet some customer that was passed on to me……..lepak…out of a sudden…the existing orders asking for stock…and the stock was not ordered….and the extra stock…will not be reaching for another week! There I go explaining to the customers…and all the scolding….boy….this is what I hate…settle people’s mess!!...just the last day, Friday before I left for Vietnam on the 25th….the stock arrived…and the order was sent out. So I settle all my request and then pass on everything that need to be followed up and say au revoir to everyone

5th..
After I came home…anne told her she managed to get some ticket to go watch GT race in Sepang…so I agreed to take the tickets. Well it’s better than nothing la..since the F1 tickets which we nearly managed to get disappeared last minutes…so this is a consolation. So that Sunday morning…we head to Sepang….spent the whole afternoon there….BOY it is damn hot…and the worst was on the way back to my car at 430 pm…all of us got sunburnt!!..so in conclusion, in that 1 particular day
a) we got our ear drum massively vibrated
b) we got our sauna
c) we got our tan

6th..
Then I had to rush to exchange some cash to Vietnam dong…I have 2 million and I brought it to Vietnam…hahahahaha…I am a millionaire there….

7th...
So that morning…on the 25th June…..I woke up…took my limo to KLIA…checked in and then waited for extra 2 hours due to the technical problem the plane had….there I was bored to death…hungry like hell….not to mention thirsty….and then only I can board the plane and flew there.

8th...
Upon reaching Vietnam…the flight became very bad…the turbulence was very bad….till the plane actually dropped down 2 times….my heart almost fell out…hahahahaha…..but even the landing was bad. Then it rain very heavy and to make matter worst, the plane is not connected to the skybridge….only a bus is there to pick up passengers and its not even parked closely to the stair…everyone practically had to walk down the rain into the bus.

9th...
At the airport, again I had to walk down the rain…go up an escalator only to realized, the airport looks like the old Subang airport. The immigration officers are not friendly, not even a smile…following the sign board…I grab my luggage bag and head to the gate. Saw a taxi counter….i ordered a taxi for 75000 vietnam dong…..approximately USD$5….followed the lady to the taxi and went into an Vios taxi…the first corner in the car was a big surprised….the traffic there is havoc. Over taking, queue jumping, honking and half of the lane are filled with motorbikes and bicycles…….anyway…it makes my driving much more better.hahahahaha….one traffic lights after another…about 30 of them and only 7 kms from the airport to my hotel but took more than 40 minutes.

10th...
I reached the hotel at 4pm Malaysian time (Vietnam is 1 hour behind). I checked into the room. Went into their restaurant to have my late lunch. Rested for a while then head out to walk around the hotel getting some souvenir. Just in case I do not have the time to do so for the next few days. Walking out ain’t easy. The pavements are not even. The people look at you everywhere you go. I walked for about and hour then went back hotel. I spent the rest of the night online and watch tv.

11th..
The next few days were practically sitting at the small conference room…listening to the product introduction…and discussions…but the good thing is…i get free food…tons of coffee for spiking….hahahaha…but Vietnam coffee is good….i even got a free dinner boat ride along the river…though its boring…such a big generation gap…cos I am the youngest among the bunch!!

12th...
But still I managed to have some good free time..hehehehe…I actually got the last day mostly free to go for a small trip…walking around the town area…then its time to leave Ho Chi Minh….i woke up early…took a taxi and off I go to the airport….and I am backed to KL by noon….i called back office and got the rest of the day off…

13th...
The next day, i had to go back office…cos it's a working Saturday…a stupid company policy…5th Saturday of the month is a working one. But that morning…there nothing much to be done and I even donated my blood…and I rushed to cineleisure for TRANSFORMERS…damn it is a great movie till a friend of mine even claimed “IT'S BETTER THAN SEX”…

May 28th - June 3rd

so there i was feeling sick, having fever wee morning of 28th...thinking...yeah....i can have MC...so i carry on and slept through the night...then 6:50am, i woke up and checked my body temperature...and i am OK...no fever!...no flu...just sore throat...i felt quite devastated actually...but hey..what to do right...so i got up get ready and spent the rest of the day...talking in a very deep sexy voice...till my boss asked me " you went karaoke is it? your voice so bad one??"...ahahaha....

the next few days...i practically tried not to talk as much as possible...and ended up staying in the office....then on Thursday evening...about 4pm..i took the opportunity to ask my boss for any early warning for surprises for the Friday grouping announcement...i felt something amiss as my boss looked stressed...and tried to leave office early....she always do so when she is stressed up...

and my hunch was correct...apparently, i no longer be selling consumables as planned earlier. but still i am under my current boss but with different post. i was told that i will be under her under the dealer and industrial division. but my sissy colleague will be transferred to the consumables department under another manager's supervision. so i guess my boss felt devastated as she cant pull my colleague to be under her as she promised early during the initial grouping announcement.

so came Friday morning, i went to the announcement with no fear since i have known the outcome. others felt restless as they were not informed or hinted.....then they were announcing...who is going where and under who...slowly from one division to another...then came the marketing, dealer and industrial division...bla bla bla... Stephen will be covering the industrial as industrial sales specialist.... then out of the sudden the vice president said " Stephen! where are you?? i put up my hand...and then she said.." Stephen, this industrial market has been long neglected and now we want to tap into this area and expand......after the discussion we felt you are the best candidate for this position....you will have a target of RM 1 million!!!" i was stunt!! my eye almost popped out of the socket!!

i spent the rest of my day thinking...damn!...how am i going to get Rm 1 Million of sales...this year and i have 7 months more to go!...

but..hey...my parent was in town over the weekend to help take care of my little niece while her parent took her sister for a vacation at Redang. so i enjoy their company..

MAY 21st-27th

Lets see.....first it was my birthday...my god...i'm officially 25......mid 20s man.....damn fast....as usual...did not celebrate it......received some wishes.....then its tuesday....i settled all the on hand quotation before leaving for 2 days kuching trip with my boss....and prepare the things i need to bring over...

then came wednesday morning, i called for a limo to LCCT way early, 630am and yet the limo came 610am....i rushed and hop into the limo and head to LCCT...reached there...ate breakfast at McD....and waited for my boss who is famous to be late and as expected...she did..hahhah....
we then checked in. we even got a bad look and a reminder from the steward for being late.

then..hahaha...the worst thing happened....apparently our beloved HR people booked the wrong day of flight....we initially supposed to flew in to kuching on tuesday instead of wednesday. but then i changed it and informed her (luckily i filled up the form as proof). she manged to change the hotel date and not the flights...and i was so busy, i did not aware of the error at all....until we check in...HAHAHHA...

so after clarified with the HR, we bought the next flight to kuching and head there. luckily we managed to get it.....delayed by more than an hour we flew in at 10 am and reached kuching at 12 something....rushed out...rented a wira....head to the hotel.

with the simple map on hand, my boss and i blindly found our way to the hotel...hahaa....tried it several times now....checked in to our rooms....we rested for a while and i contacted our customer.....the one that we supposed to meet can only meet us during dinner hours

since we felt not hungry we met an customer and spent about an hour. towards the end of the meeting the scheduled customer called and inform he can meet us in out hotel (its only 330pm). but then we haven have our lunch leh.......alredy feeling hungry...we drove back to hotel and waiting for the guy to reach at the cafe...we ordered the teat time set but only managed to get to eat it at 515.....its in front of me and yet i had to pretend i am full....

bla bla bla...we ended the meeting at 615....my boss and i then changed...and have a walk at the famous kuching waterfront....bought some fridge magnet and went back to our room about 730pm....feeling full we passed dinner...

but then i felt like..stupid rite.....got allowance to eat dinner and not having it...so i called up room service and ordered nasi goreng ala sarawak...priced at 11 something..hahahah thinking that i do not need to pay for it...

slept soundly....wake up bout 800am feeling blur!!!....bathe and went down for breakfast....only about 11 we went to meet our last customer....we got lost so badly...till we took an hour to find the place....discussed for more than an hour we left and found a parking summon...hahha.....well since its a rental we ignore la..hahha...

not repeating the no having lunch...we hunted for food and drove around kuching.....but my boss request for food....is very demanding...this la....that la...and we ended up in a rotten local fast food...but luckily the food still taste ok....

head to the airport...waited for a long long time...left kuching at 6pm reached at 730pm...
drop dead tired...

then i spent my thursday and friday getting my work sorted up.....

spent my saturday with my pets and then head to ss2 to Darren place to get new pair of specs and relens another....RM560..gone...then went dinner with him and joanne....

come Sunday...i head to cineleisure to watch pirates of Caribbean....was a great movie...but then after lunch....my headache which i had since thursday turn worst together with the flu.....

i finally lost the battle to influenza after 3 days...

May 16th -20th

so....after the autofluid changed....the gearbox gone worst.....it basically jerk at any speed at anytime...ahahhaha..........so i figure out..okla..i hang on for next few days going to work and stay in office till Friday night to send it to workshop.

the mechanic run some test, change some spark plugs...etc etc...and i was asked to send in the car the next day for further testing...and so i did...

he called at about 2pm n certified the gearbox and it was replaced with a recond set. together with the break pad and etc...TOTAL BILL = RM 2178.00. bourne by father of course.

so i was at home for the whole saturday..... resting....then on Sunday i went to ikea with joanne and we head to sunway for buffet steamboat with her bf....damn i ate like unknown amount of foods...ahahaha

One problem after another

Since the 6th May, i have one problem after another, the first was a framed by a doctor and his student who claim to have verbally confirmed an order. well of course i did not order it and basically get shooted at for 15 minutes. then i tried to rectified it by express ordering it by paying more but the offer was turned town. so there goes my a month of work. so FUCK you man.

then the remaining week was ok with usual schedule till Friday. well it was ok la..i drove to Ipoh, to meet customer and of course i stayed back in Bidor for the weekend and another round on Monday. over the weekend, i spent my time practically bored but yet i enjoyed it.

one thing that got serious was my car's gear, it got more jerky in between ok 80-120km/h...so i asked my dad to get it checked on Saturday and as usual he test drove it and said its like this one. but he did alternate the tyre since it is a free service...hehehe..so i can save some money.

So on Monday after i did my round in Ipoh, i head back to Bidor, get my stuff and then head back to KL while the car's condition turned from bad to worse. but since i need to work today, i make it a must do thing this weekend to have my car check.

then BAM, this morning just when i wanted to reverse my car, well there is not any. NONE. not a single jerk but yet i can still move forward. so my bro and i tried to push the car out of the porch and waited for the workshop to open. i called back office to inform but was told there will be a announcement, apparently, the company restructure is really taking place. another BAM for the day. so i drove my car to the workshop and surprisingly the reverse gear is back. the mechanic, a less experience one test drove it and requested me to leave my car with them. but then i am late to work, so i just went ahead and drove to work, i reached office 30 minutes late. went in to the meeting room and the announcement almost ended. so i was left blank with almost no input.

next i tried to settle whatever on hand and then left for Monash in the afternoon. i head back home early and found the car got worst. i stopped by the workshop again and ask for a more experience guy to test it. and so he did, he proposed that i change the automatic fluid and hope it can help to minimised the effect or otherwise a full replacement of gearbox for approximately RM2K.

well...just when i thought my problematic day ended, my next door who is a Malay married to a Chinese guy, and i thought she is a open type, but apparently she is not. she complain that Hugo is shedding too much and his fur is everywhere, even into her house.
URGGGGGH.....................

so now i need to try to minimise the shedding and the easiest way is to keep him inside the kennel at the other side of the house, away from her front door. well what can i do...BERDOSA la.....sigh.......the special term has been use, tak kan i ignore right. so pity the naughty fella and i have to think of ways to expand his enclosure..

AH...............i have enough of problems at this moment. please please please. i need a break.

Free and easy week

well as expected, the whole week was a carefree one. last monday was the lepaking day......sit in office...chat here chat there....do bit of work here and there....then it is 2 days of breaking....

but the planning night outing was completely cancelled from going velvet to cineplex and eventually i ended up at home online and slept early.....ahhahaha.......then i spent my tues watching tv doing nothing but nothing....

but wednesday was a full outing day.....woke up...and off i go to the curve and stopped by UOB, kota damansara to settle my CC bill...damn..i really need another alternative CC...so mah fan to settle the bill....anyway...met up with the girls for lunch at Dragon i and ate the "siu lung pau".....and watched Spiderman 3....well all i can say is..."Spidey gone emotional softie".....it has just too much conversation....i almost dosed off in the middle....but the best thing i did was scolded a mum for not assuring her precious daughter from rocking and stepping my seat from behind. i have actually endure that for almost 2 hours...but well...i cant stand it and i looked at the mom with my finger pointing at her daughter's leg and said "Do You Mind". not forgetting, that particular time, spidey was very boring, so i think within the perimeter of 10 feet of me...could hear me saying that....WAHAHAHHAHAHA.......even my friend who sat 5 feet away from me can hear it loud and clear...

anyway, i also met up with benny for the movie since i have extra tickets and coincidentally he knew a good friend of mine and in fact their moms are good sisters...talk about small world and the 6 degrees of circle of friend. well we chatted for few hours and updated.

my thursday and friday was practically a normal day..eehhee......
now here i am spent my weekend at home again....just to save money la.....but then I'm too bored...so i met up with anne and her bf for dinner just now...
now I'm sitting here updating my blog....
tomorrow it is monday again.......SIEN la......

Update

its been a while since i updated. well...can say i have been busy la...hehehe

well let see....after quotation week....i had a out of the office week...hehee....i finally managed to get out of the office and do sales....well...i managed to get RM10K...for the week...more productive than my gruesome quotation week...

anyway, last weekend was a great one....on Saturday night, after an afternoon of pet time....i went to my first rock concert...the MTV Live Featuring Good Charlotte...wahahah.....got free tix and piority Q leh...so can just walk in.....

the performance was good.....the local opening act that i knew was J Lo...the other two is almost unknown to me...well my purpose of going is just for the sake of going for a rock concert and its free.........hahahahaha....

anyway...had great time.....then since my parent is in town...my sunday practically spent with them from morning till night...so...there goes my weekend...after spending RM206 for a VERSACE BRIGHT CRYSTAL and RM85 for my LAB SERIES facial cleanser...

so after a weekend of no rest....my weekdays like hell......i am a walking zombie for the next 3 days....only till thursday, i recovered and back to normal...but still my week is like a normal one.....

well since this weekend my brother took the whole family for a Penang trip. i decided to have this weekend as my tone down weekend...a weekend of silence and relax....

but it was kinda boring to me...hahhaah...
hard to adjust to relaxing......channel surfing...lie on the couch, in front of tv doing nothing...but still i managed to do that for half of the day, the remaining half...i spent with plants and pets...so i can still managed to tone down from the busy schedule.

tomorrow is monday, most people alredy took leave and went for holidays or back to hometown. but i decided to stay in kl and go to work...actually tomorrow most probably will be a blind paid day la....most client alredy on leave....so i can practically sit down and lepak...my last Friday alredy a lepaking one....with nothing to do...since Thursday was a holiday...so most took Friday and tomorrow off and enjoy a week off...hopefully tomorrow will be a carefree one...wahahahah

Quotation week

well...there is no other word rather than "QUOTATION WEEK" can describe my last week.

after my "A Series Of Unfortunate Events", my week is practically filled with quotation. From Monday till Thursday...from 8.30 to 6.15.. all i did was one quotation after another...

aiyoh...yamkung ah....sit in front of the pc...till backache, red eyes, carpal turnel and fucking tired...other than that..my boss gila invoice...made me do invoice when the quotation requested has pilled up....sigh.....still rushed me and even do it herself...so i end up doing all those extra work trying to go through it again, fully completing the paperwork...

luckily...i had a carefree tone down Friday...hehehe...a very very tone down..believe me....

then my weekend...well...spent 1/2 of Saturday in digital mall getting myself a spanking new keyboard ( which i have yet to get use to typing) and an optical mouse for...rm29 and rm19 respectively....
besides that..i helped Joshua to get his new W810....which is a great experience....hahahahaha

and my Sunday.....well it's pets day......and not least...rest

now coming week....hahahah...fully occupied with apointment....out of office...hahahaa....woohoo...no more stuck in office...

A Series of Unfortunate Events

when i though the bad luck i had on Friday already in the past, but actually it is still around tailing me from behind waiting to strike at the right time....

so there i was..on Monday...feeling the usual Monday blues....went to work..and rush my scheduled messy quotation...so there i was going through one item at a time.....concentrating hard....noticed my boss came in..and off she went out....10 minutes later....receptionist called....well guess what...my bad luck strikes again....my boss wants me to go down to the reception and brought catalogues up to the office. the catalogues were shipped over with the container and its products fill the area since Saturday till today

well i told myself..ok...since i managed to get away from the "ADVISE" i am surely cannot get away from this....so i treat it as a work out....there my colleague and i carried the boxes of catalogue up and down...arranging it to its designated area and BAM...bad luck strikes again...i cut myself ...NOT with a scissors or knife but paper cut...by one of the pages of catalogue...

after the workout......i continued with the messy quotation.....and guess what? my bad luck again strikes at me....my colleague also received the same messy quotation i received...to make matter worse...my boss said...we u guys each do it...and see who gets lucky and gets the sale....well this means each of us had to do identical stuff and yet only one of us get it....luckily my colleague also felt that and we agreed to share it...either way...our chances is higher...75% of getting it and 25% not getting it.....and i can reduced the load to half....so why not...

there i was busy going through my other quotation....after lunch....about 3pm....out of a sudden... the light and air con fuse tripped again....this happened weeks ago and yet it stil unsolved....after 10 minutes or so the repairman managed to get the light back on but not the air con...so its like a sauna in there......roasting....seating....and fustrated...

anyway...about 4.40pm it rained so the room temperature got colder and back to normal.....so basically...yesterday was all about quotation....very fast the day ended...off i go back home....as usual i did all the after work activities....then about 10.40pm.... BLACKOUT!!!! again......well considering i am having "A Series of Unfortunate Events" i am not surprised.....

so i wait and wait and wait..till 11.20pm..i ended up dosing off with no air con or fan or even window opened.....11.50pm......i woke up....sweating....and badly in need to go toilet...then i try to open the window and BANG!!...i kicked my chair......my toes felt numb for a few seconds and then felt a burning sensation.....i on my handphone flash light and found the outer epidermis of my toes was scrapped off with blood oozing out........

stopped the blood...and continued to sleep.....1.30am...finally electricity is back and i found i even sprained or pull my toes as well...

so the whole day i walked limping in my leather shoe and almost all colleague asked me...what happened to you leg??

so....this is "A Series of Unfortunate Events"....hopefully....the series ended with the bloodshed last night.

Miserable week!

i started with my last week feeling miserable and sleepy...just simply moody.
anything can set me off...that kind of miserable.

so i tried my best not to get set off during working hours....going out to see customer whenever i could....anyway...i got through the first four days safely...

then on Thursday afternoon..i received a call from a dealer...informing me they'll will fax in a 300++ over items for quotation....A 300++ ITEMS!!!!!!!..........fuck man.....it'll take days to get it down......so after hearing that....i decided to take the rest of the day lepaking... i went out to deliver to customer then meet others and head home...

as soon as i reached home and online later Anne told me over a offline message via msn what i have been expecting for the past 3 months...FREE F1 tickets.....she minimum can get 2 tickets...so i can go watch the qualifying on Saturday...thats the least I'll get...since she'll be going with her bf on Sunday...so okla..right.....but then she'll will try to get me another tix and i can go to the race as well...it is a K1 gold grandstand tickets valued at RM700

there i was anxiously waiting whole night and till Friday morning about 11am...i got the good news....yes...she managed to get me a tix...YUP....i almost screamed out in office after i found out over ebuddy....which i not suppose to use...well who cares la..everyone using it..as if it is a open secret.

so...the excited and happily planning my weekend...with almost no mood to work..so happy till i had to moved my car for 2 times due to blocking...i am still ok...then out of a sudden about 4.30...i go a bad news...apparently Anne's CFO need the tix back...all because one of the shareholder asked for the tix from the CFO...so what to do....muntah balik-ed lo...all 3, RM2100 tix....sigh..........

after hearing that news...i felt so down....and to make matter worse..i had more bad news followed...the first was..i am AGAIN blocking ...another container...so there i go...ran from 3rd floor down to removed my car...already pissed...i continued to work...trying to reduce my work load...the second bad news came.....my boss came over.....speaking very bubbly "eh guys you 2 free tomorrow is it? come and help advise the warehouse people with the container stock, the X#@!^ guys did it. Kesian they all have to do so much"

I'm like...hey...this is not my job...it is way out of my job scope.."ADVISE" means i had to move and store the stock leh...labour work..and i am not getting anything from it..furthermore...the company has paid for the service..no way i am doing this.....if i do it..the next time and the rest of it..i have to do it....better set it straight...

my colleague already replied...I'm going back hometown...so i am directly the scapegoat...so i quickly replied..i am sorry..i have plan....pissed off...i did not look at my boss and continue to finished my work...with a bad look on my face......well i am already controlling myself...with such a bad week and not to mention a bad day!!......i could have exploded!...

anyway...since i did not get my free tix..i decided to take the weekend off...resting...but no matter how much i tried to stay at home..i still managed to spent money...ahahah
i spent RM65 on my haircut....and bit on my dinner...and just today....feeling so fucked up by my miserable week...i asked my brother to get me a BMW F1 pit crew replica T shirt...costing RM190....

now...at least....after the plush spending..i felt..at least my miserable week ended with a good weekend...

now hoping my coming week with a 300++ items quotation will be a good one...so now I'm off to updating my feng shui and make sure my week will be a good one.

REST

it seems like i cannot have enough of rest....even weekends with 9 to 10 hours of sleep. i still end up needing more sleeps...hahahah....

the past week alredy almost like honeymoon week and practically i am almost being a sales executive. i have been out everyday except Wednesday.....Frankly i do like it...hahahah....its less tiring compare to staying in office full day....

well weekdays are nothing but wake up early in the morning...then go working after that come home...rest then sleep......and so the cycle repeats again for the remaining 4 days of the week..

then came Saturday and Sunday...either i'll wake up after 10am then head to shopping center and spend my day in there or i'll stay at home lepaking....

so...do i need more rest?

now my arms are aching...no thanks to all those carrying heavy stuff yesterday...its actually better than working out...hahaha...
but comes tomorrow...it is back to work.......fustrating la....doing this over and over again....sien....

and i am yet to get my pay. it is still floating no thanks to the bank in on Friday....wah my company pay end of the month..and the last working day of the month leh...so now my pay is in my account but floating...i can see my pay in it BUT cannot use it..i have to resort to getting RM350 from Anne to pay my credit card bill since i pass by UOB on Saturday..

boy...i really need to plan my expenses...otherwise i will have difficulties to survive end of the month...
i need to monitor my expenses and document it...it seems like i lost track of my spending....some days i spent like Rm15 on my tolls alone....while some days i dun spent at all...
money comes and goes like thin air...hahhahah...

Broke!

I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah
I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby
What it all comes down to Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket And the other one is giving a high five

this is what i am current feeling....its end of the month...my paid is not here yet...my allowance fr my father already depleted to almost none..i have yet to settle my credit card bill....and my Maybank account was apparently not linked to my ATM due to the inactive state....well i have not been using it for 2 years now....now i hav RM400 in it but cannot access to it

so now i had to activate it back......but easy to said than done...working and going to the bank...it is not an easy job..now i need to get a free time to do it..otherwise...i will be really broke and not happy.

well i was happy...hahaha..i went shopping again...to get some necessities la.....first is some ties...apparently my big boss now fond of wearing ties...so we all had to do so...WTF rite....
second is a sling bag...my backpack already too old to be brought to meet customer...just too bad for the image...

so that is the end of my weekend la...out whole day for saturday and rest at home for the whole of sunday....tomorrow...its back to normal...working life damn boring la....

hahahha

Work work work and more work

work really does not end...it'll come and come and come.....non stop....even when there are days which i had practically nothing to do...then RING...one phone call.....or one fax...i will b occupied for the next hour following up the matter....

now my work get more complicated....i am going to more areas which i need to serve...and this will lead to more quotation which means more work lo.....

but still up till now......i am still liking my job....i DO NOT HATE it....but have yet to feel in love with it...possible i may not for this particular one...why?? read What a reward!! there is some hint and due to sensitive issue which could lead into big trouble to me..i better not leaked it out.

anyway..i hope i will feel in love with it....

now what i need the most is my pay check....i am almost broke...i spent rm155 for a brand new harddisk...as my 6 years old harddisk...crashed last Thursday...but after few restart and setting clicks...it was ok and again yesterday....well i have yet to install the new harddisk...why?? sigh...unknown problem that caused the motherboard to issue warning tone...a problem yet to be solve. i also spent rm 49.90 on 50 dvds...so there goes rm204.90.....

i have yet to pay all the household bills which is approximately rm500...DIE!!!ah....and my pay will only be deposit in my account next wednesday....its gonna be hard to survive this week..

TIRED!

today is the most tired day i had since i start working in Febuary....no thanks to the sleep deprived weekend...now im suffering from it....OMG...so tired....

furthermore...i had to do a freaking 94 quotation....for one client...MAD man....sat in front of the pc for more than 5 hours doing that particular one quotation...one calculation after another. cut and paste details....OMG.....so sick of it....never thought of doing such a freaking long quotation....

tomorrow its postman day!....arranging, folding, stapling, enveloping, stamp-licking and mailing......another boring day.....

i am gonna go out more from now on...cannot stay in office whole day!!

i still need much adaptation to working life...after few months of lepaking..now i need to readapt....luckily office has all you can drink nescafe...hahaha....at least i can get enough caffeine spike to pump my heart and keep me awake in the morning...now i need to get low fat creamer and substitute sugar to reduce my sugar intake....too stationary..sit whole day..i need to be more active...need to maintain my weight...am still carrying the CNY weight...heheh

ok..im crapping now...brain shutting down..hahah...